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I'm a single mom of two - ages 7 & 3. I work full time managing a customer service department and I go to school full time, nights, weekends & online. I always cook a hot meal, every night. I am neat and tidy and have this whole "domestic goddess" thing going on. I enjoy taking care of my family and would love to have at least two more babies and a husband to take care of (I was never married).I'm getting to the point where I'm 27 and just wondering when is it going to get easier? I suffer from anxiety/panic disorder and I worry constantly. My bills are always paid, but I get so stressed. All I ever wanted was a family - yeah the whole white picket fence thing.... I would love a husband to cook for, someone to talk to, someone to treat me like a lady... I'm certainly not a supermodel, but I'm not grotesque either. I consider myself intelligent - I have a 3.75 GPA. Generally I am a confident strong woman who doesn't let these sorts of thoughts get to me. Lately though, I'm so tired of coming home to have no one to laugh with (I have my kids and I love that - don't get me wrong)...  What is my deal? Why all of the sudden do I feel like time is running out on me and I'll never wear that white dress? Are there men out there who can accept a woman like me - with two small children, a career and serious goals for the future? Someone who shares the same interests as me - reading, writing, literature, decent wine, good food, Christianity, deep conversations about love and life and everything in betweeen, a good sense of humor who can laugh at everything including the reflection in the mirror - someone who loves the Victorian era - and feels that they belong there then instead of here now... of at the very least a country boy who enjoys simplicity in every day life, and appreciates the sunrises and sunsets and takes very little for granted? No drugs, minimal alcohol... How cliche does this sound - but do these sorts of men exist anymore? Or am I destined to be just me and the kidlets forever? How does someone like me with very little extra time on her hands find this?God I sound so pathetic. LMAO.

Pathetic? no. i don't really have the experience to say whether it gets easier or not, but i see lots of potential for it to. Relationships come down to finding the right person, someone who the differences don't matter, just being with them is enough. Like you said your a strong person. Sound to me like maybe you need a bit of a break. Like you said your a strong person, I'm sure you'll find someone but remember you'll always have your friends to so keep them close.

There is someone for everyone.You must be patient with love though.It will come when your not looking for it.Of course these type of men exist you just have to be willing to get to know someone. Try to get out more; Dedicate a part of your week to having some "me time"